At the beginning of May, I wrote this: Rock
It was written for somebody who needed it, who needed me…and I was there for that somebody, I was there all the way, even when that somebody made it almost impossible to be there for them. This particular person was “grateful” or so he said. Only now, when *I* am going through a tough time, he has simply turned his back on me. I was informed via text message earlier, that he was “done”. I have been unfriended on Facebook as well. I am baffled as to how somebody I thought was close, just a few weeks ago, could do this to me. I guess I cannot comprehend any of it. How can you “end things” via texts? How do I not even deserve a face to face meeting, even if it is just to say goodbye?! I have forgiven this person so much, given this person so much over the years…and this is how I am treated. Moments like this are enough to make me lose faith in humanity – this, this, I really didn’t need. Not now. As if I didn’t already have enough battles on all fronts, it turns out I apparently deserve to be stabbed in the back as well.
I have been, was his rock…and yet I have been shunned in my hour of need. There are no words.