War

I am that close – that close – from going to war. A bloody, dirty war that would not end well for myself or the entity I’d be fighting. There is potential for much damage on both sides and right now, I don’t even care. I feel very much like the battered wife who’s been abused for years and suddenly snaps & grabs the gun because she’s had ENOUGH and fuck the consequences to herself.

A phone call with the lovely lawyer earlier on managed to calm me down somewhat. His wise words cooled my boiling blood and soothed the enraged Amazon.

Lying and cowardly rats have no place in my city. Let’s hope for their sake and mine that in the next few days, a peaceful breeze reaches me. Because there’s one certainty in all this: I always win. Always.

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21 thoughts on “War

  1. I am so sorry to hear this, my sweetest N. It seems you’ve read my mind and written the words I don’t have the privilege to write right now. (Due to an issue involving my children I have to be very careful on Social Media) I FEEL you, Beauty and I feel your pain and rage. It is so, so wrong in too many ways to describe how another’s madness and psychotic, selfish actions can affect your mind, heart and soul. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and you always inspire me to become a stronger, better, more courageous me. I thank you for that, Sweetest Nathalie. YOU are FIERCE and FABULOUS!! XOXOXO

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    1. Thank you for your thoughts and lovely words, gorgeous.
      I’m thinking of you and sending you lots of positive vibes and love because you deserve it and YOU are fierce and fabulous as well as inspiring.
      I don’t have to tell you to be strong because we both know you already are. Just remember: KARMA – psychopaths ALWAYS pay in the end.
      ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’œ

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      1. You’re welcome, Beauty. Thank you so much for yours, truly. I wish I had your confidence in my own strength, but I will believe you! ๐Ÿ™‚ You’re the bestest and I adore you, N! Have a beautiful day and night, my sweet lioness! XOXO

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  2. Go on, girl! You sound angry and fierce and I would not want to be on the receiving end of that!! Dude better run!! ๐Ÿ˜„ Whatever you do, I wish you peace. I hope you have a great night!

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      1. It really is. Especially for an empath because, yes, there are so many things that could hurt someone, but could you really do it? Well, basically, if you can, they have really fucked up bad and should be really scared. ๐Ÿ‘ฟ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜

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      2. They did fuck up bad. They should be scared. You are so right that as an empath, getting hurt happens all the time and we just deal with it. Your last sentence is SO true: I never EVER get nasty with people because no matter what they’ve done, it’s just not me. So when I do think about revenge, it means they have pushed me to my very limits for a VERY long time. Basically, I never go really crazy so if I do, it means you must be the devil itself.
        Lol, what a fucked up Tuesday I’m having ๐Ÿ˜

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      3. The thing is – you’ll be okay. We are always ok, right? The one who fucked up will just be fucked up. I understand the anger, I really do. And only you know what you can do that won’t eat away at you. It’s almost unfair sometimes, how hard it is to be mean, lol. I have no answers but I’m sure you’ll figure it out. Hugs! These are hard feelings to have. โค

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      4. Thank you, Vic – it’s not my day as I have somebody talking crap under my latest post – it’s really not my day LOL but that’s okay.
        Thank you for being there, being your usual lovely self full of common sense. I will indeed figure it out, I always do. Hugs back ๐Ÿ’œ

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  3. You know how we joke about how our lives are parallel and we are related? I laughed when I read this and pointed metaphorically to the book I just wrote because BLOODY HELL we are in tangent! And this is both a bad and a good thing! Bad that anyone should experience this, least of all us, good that we are survivors and your last line YES! YES! YES!
    I was told when I was a teen, beautiful women get it up the ass, yeah nice phrasing but you get the meaning. I do think there is some truth to that. Maybe in such instances, it is the inability of the nutter to truly believe she has walked away and she is better off without them. They seek to tear her down by any means. They are further enraged by survival and nay, growth, because their narcissism believes that is impossible without THEM.
    Well as Cher once said …. watch me bitches ๐Ÿ˜‰

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    1. YES! Watch us, bitches!
      I can’t believe you’re also going through shit and I pity, PITY the fools who think you and I are not going to come out of this victorious and shining BRIGHT. Fuck them all, losers.

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